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notes: makes you stronger : What doesn't kill you makes you stronger; so true yet so false. I play with this thought way more than its considered normal. Life happe...

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger; so true yet so false. I play with this thought way more than its considered normal. Life happens in everyone's life and not two people react to an incident the same way. It is only ideal to learn from your mistakes and carry on, trying not to make any of those mistakes but how many of us do it? Its one of those things that is so easy to preach but excruciatingly hard to practice. The truth is that the thought might not even apply to all situations. Sometimes things go wrong even if you have given your all and have tried hard to come with perfect results. You cry and moan and look for the spot where you made the doo doo so that you can fix it but you have to understand that ITS NOT ALWAYS YOUR FAULT. All I can say from my personal experience is screaming and crying and just laying there taking up space without doing anything does help soothe for the time being but in the long run, you gotta take charge and spit in the face of time. You g...

I am naturally a very happy person who just sees joys a midst random things. I won't be lying if i say i am the most easily amused person you will ever see. I tend to carry bags of laughter and burn bridges of bad memories. Most of the things i have done in life have done nothing but brought joys to me sooner or later. There might be millions of my clones walking around, trying to find the best in the worse, trying to scatter smiles in the tears but deep down all of us have certain regrets. Some have one, others have more but the beauty lies in not clinging to one wrong doing but moving on and making sure it won't happen again.  The biggest regret of my life is missing out on saying a very major good bye to a friend who caught a flight to the rainbows. I don't know if i was too late or he left too early but the damage was done and i was to never see him again. Its one of those pages that you flip every night before you go to bed. You fall in the world of what ifs and why...

The world is most certainly filled with a variety of people. Some worry about the world, some worry about what others think about them while some are just too stuck up on themselves, that they prefer to be called superior or at least depict that way. An incident caught me recently, when i was listening to Nepali singer, raised in Canada come up with a great Nepali song that was highly appreciated by a lot of Nepali people. The song was called "sabai thikai huncha" which means "everything will be alright". Now. i agree that if a person cannot take criticism, he/she should never go public but this person was deliberately rude and harsh in his comments and i couldn't help but comment on how rude he was and that it was a s*&% thing to do. In return i got called a W#$%^. Now dear Mr. Stuck UP A$$ hole i think you need a reality check! I certainly think it is stupid of you to think that calling me names will change my views towards you being an arrogant jerk. I wo...

Life sometimes feels like a weird electronic equipment you bought and now you cannot put it together but you have lost some parts of it so you cannot take it back either. You are just meant to deal with it the way it comes. If you are smart enough, you can always mix and match and make the best out of it but hay not all people are blessed with intelligence. I am normally a nice person but this one definitely goes out to that one group of people who never fail to push my buttons and turn me into something i do not choose to be. I wonder how miserable some people might be that they try to share the misery but what they don't understand is that they are blessed with a lot of other things that majority of the people weren't fortunate enough to get. Life is always about being able to look at the brighter side, to be able to look up and paint the picture with the colors you want. You do not try to decolorize someone else's pictures just because there is some fog in your wind shie...